Thoughts+Past

Every time she things about it, she keeps going under
& further. She thought that this time, she would not fall
again, but all those wishes are in vain, she wants a love
to love, she wants a guy to befriend with, she wants a
kiss that she can sustain and she wants a hand that she
can share. [mutually]

She found herself talking, telling her inner part, that this time will be different.
But today she questions herself? Will it be different? Or is it that the more she thinks about it
she may commit the same past mistakes, this is so lame. Even though she wants to fall in love,
is all this sentiment worth it.

She really does not know.
But for the while she will go home
to her town, in ENS.